Anxiety Before

And, I realized this anxiety–
the anxiety before I hit send,
the anxiety before I talk,
the anxiety before I write,
will forever linger before I do anything

And, I will be helpless.
I will be forever momentarily be filled with dread,
with anxiety, before I do anything.

But, it will go away, nonetheless, I say.
Once it has been done,
Once it has led to fruition.

But, until then the anxiety–

It will forever live on,
None one can do about it.

A part of me protests–

But, it will go away, nonetheless, I say.